Hi Everyone!
I don't have a job yet still. I don't know what else to do about that. I went on a date and it was fun. In fact the guy really likes Jane Austen books and read the twilight books. I was very surprised but I was happy to hear that. Brownie points there. :) But we will see what happens with this guy. I'm not in a hurry to get into another relationship yet. As a friend said I have to get over the emotional part that I have and I will do that. The only way I know how. Just being with friends and dating other guys is the only way I can do that. Then when another relationship comes along it does and I will be ready for it when it comes around. I'm going against the grain and still believe that there is still a chance with my ex. But only if I have seen that he has matured a lot. But we aren't talking at the moment. He wrote to me and said that he thinks its best if we don't talk anymore. Its how he feels. Then he has the nerve to say that he is dating someone right now and is really happy about it. He did wish the best for my life. What a jerk first off. But you know, I don't need a jerk. But I know that he'll come and talk with me someday in the future. Not when he's dating someone but when he thinks its time to talk to me. That he'll wonder how I am yet remember he told me not to talk to him. A part of me wants to wish him well, but I am respecting his wishes at the moment. Did I cry when I read it? No, but I wasn't happy. But I was happy in the sense that he's learning something very important from this girl. I am going to move on but I know he'll be back someday in the future. Other then dealing with the ex I am dealing with the fact that I still need a job and I try everything! Then the whole going to all the temples in Utah isn't happening. But it will someday.
